Saturday, April 9, 2011

Another Etsy Rant...

Really, who on earth is playing over $400 for a simple vintage day dress!? I keeps seeing things like this! $400 for a Shaheen (which are hardly selling at that price anymore) or Ceil Chapman, but even Suzy Perette is selling for less than $300 when auctioned.

I posted this dress on facebook, asking who would spend almost $400 for a day dress, and checked it today, she had raised the price $30!!! Is it the seller or the idiots who buy the dresses?

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Feelings about my absence and my favorite hair-do!

It will take a while for me to catch up on reading everyone's blogs, but I will try to find some time this weekend. 


Having my oldest daughter back in my life is a wonderful feeling. I missed her so much in the last couple years while she was off "living her life." We have reconnected in the last couple weeks and she even asks my advice and seems to trust my judgement. This, just in time for my younger daughter to enter into her teens. 


Since I haven't written an interesting blog in weeks, let me share with you my new favorite hair do :-)

Start with dry hair

Next, part your your hair on the side, part the front forward and pull the sides back in combs

Put three small hot rollers in the front hair that is out of the combs, and roll the rest in rollers to the nape of your neck.




After 10 or 15 minutes, remove the rollers

Comb out the curls, maybe back-comb the front a little and spray and shape. If it is hanging a bit low on one side, use one hair pin to pin it up...voila! Simple and cute!




 

I've been gone...this is why...

Well, the last couple weeks have been quite a roller coaster ride for me. My oldest chick has flown back to the coop, and has moved home. She had some major difficulties in SF and decided home is where she will be safest. She had been quite distanced from the family the last year, and being 23, I just assumed she was very busy, but it was a lot worse than I could have imagined.

Something good has come of this, she had realized that she has a drinking problem and is going to AA. In support for her, but really to help me cope with what she's gone through and what I have gone through in the last few months, I also have thrown myself back into AA. I have a new sponsor and am working the steps again.

I have been sober for over 19 years, and have rarely felt any inclination to drink again for most of those 19 years. I believe it is a result of thoroughly working the 12 steps.

I have not been involved much in almost 15 years, but I know for me to continue to be "Happy Joyous and Free" I need to be of service and work the steps again. Perhaps I will have the opportunity to sponsor someone and see the miracle that AA and the 12 steps creates in people's lives.

That's where I've been and what I've been up to.

I did go to the Haight Street Hop on Friday night, though! I am still going to Viva, of course ;-)



Tuesday, March 1, 2011

A Wild night at the Knockout with Santos

When I come back, I come back with a vengeance! After a great night at Marti Brom where I danced, laughed and got to hear my favorite singer, I planned to do it all again the next night because Wild Recording Artist, Santos was playing in San Francisco at the Knockout. 

About 8:30, I drove over and picked up my homie Tanya's husband, Woody, Veronica, her man Nino, and my buddy Thane so that I would not be loosing any friends to DUI's. A quick run up to SF, parking in the lot across the street on Mission, $10 bucks and I was ready to rock.

Lola Devlin, Teresa and myself

Here is a bunch of us girls...waiting for Santos

E's turn to be one of the girls!

Jess and Ahmad
Hidei was there, oozing cool

My old friend, Mena showed up! I haven't seen her in 8 years and she was one of my bridesmaids <3

Hoping some of Hidei's cool rubs off on me!

Santos!





We were rocking out!

With Santos, drunk Alex and Jessica


Hanging outside




Monday, February 28, 2011

Jane Russell...RIP to my role model :-(

Turn off the music on the sidebar and enjoy

I'm back!

Yep...I'm recovering from my lapse into the distant past transgressions, and making a come back! I think I will start with pics from Marti Brom's CD release party!






Finally Marti went on!





I wore my Lurex dress I got for an insane price on ebay a couple months ago...I expect this dress will make an appearance at Viva!
Thanks everyone for you kind words on my last blog. I appreciate the support and understanding.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Hello everyone....

I have neglected this blog in a big way the last few weeks. I have had some emotional drama I have been dealing with that has not put me in the proper frame of mind to write, and even though I've ventured out and attended a few events, did not bring my camera or feel up for documenting it.

Sorry this is not a fun post, full of pictures of scores or good times and bands. I am just not in the proper frame of mind at the moment. I am excited about a few things these next few months and will be sure to document them.

My emotional drama stems from events in my past. I am 44 years old and feel like I have lived many lifetimes. I am a recovered alcoholic with over 19 years sober. There are still some unresolved issues from when I was drinking, and things from my past I have never resolved. They have been coming up for me this year. It makes me feel raw and makes me unsure of myself and the life I have created for myself. A life that I am very happy with. Those that know me personally, know that I am a very confident person who is at ease with anyone. I have a positive attitude and am the type of person who is not afraid to admit when she is wrong. I respect others, that are like me, and am the type of person who looks for good, not bad. A "glass half full" type of person.

I am not comfortable feeling vulnerable yet I have opened myself up to be that. Please forgive my absence while I am coping with this. I am trying to learn to forgive myself, again, for transgressions I made in my youth.

 

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